Depression

Posted by on October 16, 2017as , ,

As a result, my parents took me to be treated with hormones and cut the road to a career model. All anything, but my treatment is of little use. My period no more than a year, also did not ovulate was, I gained weight and become depressed. As a result of endless procedures and pills – nothing. Altogether. Only, somehow appeared monthly a year later.

But the "go" at random, then 6 days, 4, and then regularly, with the omission of one, two months. Of course, in my life came when I wanted a child. And as time went on and – nothing. I went not to the same doctor, but at least theoretically, everything should turn out, but in reality nothing happened. I have despaired of ever pregnant. But as that at work I heard a similar story and decided to find out what it was over at my colleague.

As it turned out, it all goes well. It did give me a simple secret – to believe in what you want, and Most importantly, believe that God will help you. Educate yourself even more with thoughts from Mark Hyman, MD. On her advice, I began to pray at night, and one morning I went to the church of St. Matrona. I have very long standing first in the queue to its icon in the street (despite the fact that it was winter, and hand frozen in gloves), then turn to her relics. I have spent on the street for more than 4 hours. The truth must be said that I was running to warm it in the temple, the baptismal font, which is poured holy water. The icon I Matron dinning his note, which prayed for the children in their lives. Fervently prayed, I laid a rose to her relics. I went from the church, with some sort of mood. Not that what I saw dear boy about five years old, who also came to pray, Matrona, it's not just on that my soul had a feeling of rest, and confusion and fear are gone from my soul. Honestly, I did not expect that tomorrow I get pregnant. I just wanted to believe that someday it will happen. After that, one night my Mom had a dream that I was standing beside my son and something tells me. In the dream he was five or six years. Then I wonder why she would not really believe it, besides rare when dreams come true. But here is a miracle, just a month I noticed that I was somehow strangely nauseated in the mornings, and regularly. I went for an ultrasound. And found out that she was pregnant, and already as two months. I wanted to cry from happiness. "The child will be left?" – Asked me a doctor. "Of course" – answered I. And suddenly my eyes fell on a wall in his office. On it hung an icon of Matron. On my cheek kapnula tear. To date, I have my mother a beautiful little beetles. Dream my mom still come true.